the Struggle,

Decades, in the closet, locked away. Hidden, always being something I never was , really. I am a sub, a pure bottom, I love to have a man take me and use my boihle , fuck me and make my hole quiver, stroke my prostate till my shurcken cock,limp and anggling leaks cum as he pounds any left over masculinity into my anus. I want to look like a woman, like a trap, those dirty married men love to suck dick if they think the wife will never find out..... believe me, I have been with a 1000 men , most while married, lol , Men are whores, who love anal sex, My ass can milk a cock so that even the most well hung men lose it and just porn pound my rim like a savage and cum in minutes, I excell at groups and can handle multiple Men at once, and one after another , at least three times I have been chained by five orsix men, I would love to do 13 BBC , one fter another, two at once and the rest holding me down, a forrest of black dick and this skinny white whore, cock pig, eager for thick fat loads all on my face ..... yummy ,

Living the Lie,

I wish, I so want to find that right person to surrender to, to put myself in their care as a live in fuck toy, I would love to retain the straight male thing for my youngest daughters sake yet..... I want a man to fuck both holes every night too, bath house pig style, gunting and pounding their cocks into me, and now that I finally have been turned into a toothless queer cock loving dick hound I would hope all you well hung men would love a real deep thraot blow job, no teeth and an amazaing gag reflex, I can swallow a lot of length And thickness, those pink smooth gums, craving that beatuful hot lip numbing face fucking only a true bottom can love, Please fuck my face and use my spit to prep my boihole, no fingers please, they scratch ..... just fat dick or monster toys to keep a gurl ready for those fat black 13 inch cocks I have found in the bath house, I have seen some big cocks, of all colors, but that BBC is the lifeblood of any gurl who is a real sissy, I have always held a deep dark plae to be fucked, and I have, a thousand times if only once, a stange man in my mouth and then my ass, and often back in to cum on my tounge fresh from my ass to my throat..... yummy I would love customers, a pimp to set it up and a bit of help from a couple pro's at presentation, and feminization, with my shrink now aware of my closet life I could persude him to percribe hormones ...... find a real Dom to take control , good luck, of a whore like me, the best way too control , is to over use, a different dick all day , 16 hrs a day, ? big one short ones, any and all dick, a juicy load for my toothless wide open wet hungry mouth,